Wednesday, 9 May 2007

Depression or Weather Blues ITQ a go go

Just to remind me what good weather is all about.

What is it about the rain, I love being out in it, or hearing it teem down, but something about this 'pissy' drizzle and grey skys that makes my heart weep and my spirit flag

Why place this here? well because it is difficult enough to inspire myself through pain and oft actual muscular seizure to go and study and take in the knowledge

I achieve it because I lift my spirit up enough to believe in myself and see beyond the pain

Now see when the weather changes to such despair ridden sky's why I find it so incredibly hard to concentrate on anything, even typing this blog leaves me with the feeling of "why bother?"

Still today brought me ITQ at college, which was Farcical as currently I am ready to do an exam in Word, however nobody currently at the college really knows what to do with me, as such finally after really sitting around for a long time I am now booked in to a Exam workshop (whatever the hell that is) Tommorow (Thursday)

and maybe hopefully fingers crossed soon I'll actually take a test before I forget everything

Enlightening moments today include using my new and still in the box despite being two years old Angle Grinder to cut a brick top for the retaining wall I have completed in my Garden Project

I certainly am no builder, but I am pleased with the results so far despite the time its taking, OH the joys of being disabled means I can now achieve in a week what once would have taken me half a day

Still oddly enough doing this garden for some reason brings to my mind my granddad and just how much I loved him and still miss him (all in a good way), found myself wondering what he would have made of this slabbed, dumped earth, bits of brick, cuttings and general garden

Then I reminded myself, he would have thought it was great as his grandson had done it

Till the next update

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