Apprehension at the thought of the drop

Arts a bitch, but anybody can do it, welcome the Iconic Che GueMicky (No revolution needed)

Tomorrow brings forth the sponsored Abseil and am I apprehensive?


Apprehension?! No I do not think so it is a word I cannot comprehend (flicks through dictionary..........nope still cannot grasp it..;-D) , I hope I can step up and be what I am, a man

BUT MORE I hope this is another step in redefining or finding my true self

this last year through the eduction I have found weaknesses and strengths in my being, but I looked harder and found that over burdened scared and oft at times weak 14 year old (yes it is time to deal with it), yes the potential was always there.............but oh how pitifully it was left untapped or pushed forward

and now 37 years old my mind barely retains my days exploits, but I am still trying and it seems succeeding in many area's

Tomorrow will be the first of many tests of character that are long overdue, my 'coming of age' was spent dealing with and then hiding from death

I have not beaten Death into submission, but I aim to again face him head on and perhaps (quote Blackadder) tweak his nose

Seriously I have learned that death is easy, everybody will do it and it takes very little to achieve

Now LIVING, thats the challenge, and yes I have lived, but now I will live twice as hard because I have to and can and to feel alive occasionally you must do the silly and maybe dangerous to stare death in the eye's

Then and only then is life the most precious thing we have

Onwards and upwards (well downwards Tomorrow)

till next time