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Well the German course has been on holiday for 'half term' which has meant alot of 'home German', quite difficult when nobody here speaks it and i have to attempt it myself with a person to tell me if i am making the correct sounds as i try, so in short i have missed my single evening at college

anyway moving on, TMA 01 PART 1 has been submitted, though maybe i should have hung on (oh herald the self doubts)

and today i finally received my grade for the initial CMA 41 i submitted

all things considered, such as i never studied, never read anything and simply went ahead blind with nothing but hope and a prayer as i filled this CMA in and submitted it on line i honestly am very pleased with my simple 66%, it may not be the highest mark awarded, but hey people got less than me

Now i am studying for the other components because in theory if i can obtain 66% after an absence of 19 years from maths with no refresher in between, i should by rights score seriously high if i bring myself up to speed

at least thats the theory, so best see whether i can prove that to be correct (oh look the self doubt is now dancing alongside some self defeat, and bless here comes insecurity to give some vocals for them to dance to)

Seriously self belief is the hardest of all things, when for so long you've allowed it to diminish to nothing

anyway update as an when, maybe next German lesson

Wiedersehen