Thursday, 11 October 2007

The Pause


Me tinkering with a CMX 450 Honda Rebel for a mate, truth be told I love mechanics still, but hey the back/legs/knee's are not happy doing anything like it

Yes this is the pause, the held breath before the plunge, the ending, the beginning

Yup it is that piece of time where nothing is happening, because on one hand everything I was doing has ended, but very soon new things will begin

And I am lost in the wait, I miss my I.T.Q. if only because I left the house to do something twice a week and had to mix with other people.

I am anxious to hear my final results re the Maths MU120 to see if I passed, I hope I did.

I am however happy with the German G.C.S.E. and hope it will bring great things, though I am again anxious that I will have to do 'proper' exams, including Speaking which I am not great at, (just ask my best mate and my show at the wedding as best man and the speech)

Under pressure I can, but I feel so ill prior

Anyway I also am about to start the Rundlicks German for the O.U., again anxious as the course is set out slightly different from MU120

Still what would life be without worry, what would it consist of without these 'pauses' to reflect and prepare.........I just hope I am up for the next level of the challenge as I wish to move on in life.

Onwards, eventually................

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